Kamis, 02 Juni 2016

So here's a story

A man took me to a really strange place, there's a lot of cats here, like me. I'm scared, I don't know anyone here, a lot of people touched me and stroke me, and talking about money, where's my mom, where's my brother and sister? Then a girl and 2 boys came to me, and said they are going to take me home. The man who took me to this place loosened her arms around me and now it's my chance to run. "Where are you going? Aww, she is scared," said the girl, the man took me and put me in a box, he taped it, I'm so scared. I don't know where they're going to take me. I heard a door being open and close, and an engine start. Suddenly the box being ripped off, and I can see the girl face, she is wearing a strange rectangulars on her face, and she is smiling at me, a heartwarming smile. She stroke me gently, she said, "hello kitten," I just looked at her, doesn't say a word. After a long time, the girl finally took me out of the box and she opened the door, I recognized the place, it's a house, but it's not my house. She put me on the floor and give me a food, I ate it. I don't know this place, I hide, I hide under the dresser. She is searching for me, I'm shaking. I saw the girl head, and she is smiling, "don't be scared, I'll never hurt you, come here, come out" I refused.

A few weeks I'm here with my new family, I'm accepted them as my family, they took care of me, they love me. Every night, when I'm awake, they play with me, they rub my head and praise me. They give me milk 3 times a day, I love it. Sometimes the girl took me out for fresh air, she never tired of my behavior, I'm a persian cat, I'm known as lazy cat. When she eats, she gives me a little piece of her food, when I don't eat it, she cleaned it, she never complained when I did a little mess. When I'm asleep, she covers me with blanket. She always took a picture of me, sometimes she wants to take a picture of my eyes, because she said my eyes are pretty. Months after months, we became closer than ever, she gave me snacks, she saves her money to buy me delicious food, and wonderful toys. But one day, her brother brought a little boy, white fur and big eyes. She is impressed with him, and she said "what should I do, I don't want them to feel left out, I don't know what to do." Then she spend her day with the new boy then she spend the night with me.

Day passed by, we are not close like we used to be, I'm jealous. Her little brother always carry me, and played with me. I don't know why she is so interested with the new boy. I just want her attention, her love. I always come to her bedroom, sleep next to her. I want her back. After a week, she is finally back to me, but I'm feeling sick. I can't breathe properly, she took me out for fresh air, and told me "please don't be sick Katie, I love you," she kissed my head and hug me tight. Days passed by and she looks at me concerned, "Kat, you are so skinny, come here, come eat your favorite food," but I don't want to eat, I'm not hungry. I turned away, the look on her face is so sad. One day, she came home with new food for me, and she carried me and put me on her arms, "open up, you should eat, you are so skinny katie," I opened my mouth and eat the food she gave me, I saw her smile, "good, you'll be healthy again, tomorrow, we'll go see a doctor," now she is sleeping, I feeling strange, I can't breathe.

***
I woke up and do my morning routine, such as take a shower, getting ready for school. I asked my brother to take Katie out from my parents's bedroom, he suddenly yelled, "look at Katie! She is frozen! She isn't breathing!" I run into them and look at katie, she is like a statue. I yelled my brother name and he woke up, then said "oh my God it's gone," I cried, I take a blanket and wrap it around her and shake her, hoping she would wake up, then I press her chest, and it no use, she is gone forever, I'm really really sad, I want her back, I really want her back. You may live with us for 1 year or less, but you've craved your name in our hearts, you'll always in out hearts, you have a special place in our hearts.

Sincerely,

Your former owner, we love you so much, be good up there pretty girl xx


Kamis, 02 Juli 2015

@the5sosquestion

Hey munchkins

So, I'm bored. I saw these questions on Twitter then I decided to answer all of the questions here.

1. Who's your sunshine?
- Luke Robert Hemmings
2. Who out of the boys would you want as your best friend?
- Calum
3. Fave 5sos song?
- I have more than 1 fave 5sos song, but the most fave song is wherever you are.
4. Least favorite song?
- end up here, maybe
5. Favorite ship?
- CaKe
6. Fave hair color on Michael?
- blue
7. What hair color should Michael have next?
- yellow :-)
8. Favorite music video?
- Amnesia
9. With who would you want to go camping with?
- Ashton
10. Who would you want as a brother?
- Ashton
11. Who do you want them to colab with?
- One Direction 
12. How much merch do you have? (5sos)
- 6
13. Have you ever seen them live?
- Not yet
14. Have you ever met them?
- not yet
15. Kiss, marry, fuck, bestfriend out of 5sos?
- Luke
16. When did you join the fandom?
- September 2014
17. First song you heard? 
- SLSP
18. First Video you watched?
- SLSP
19. Favorite momory of the boys?
- their reaction when they won Aria award
20. Do you think you'll still like them in 5 years?
- yea
21. If one of them would quit the band, who do you think it would be?
- no one
22. Best boyfriend?
- well, Ashton, no, Luke, no, Michael, no, it's Calum. Oh well, I think they're all the  best boyfriend.
23. Best father?
- Ash
24. One Direction or All Time Low?
- 1D, I haven't heard All Time Low's songs
25. Would you rather a) never see them again b) never listen to them/ hear them again?
- Neither of them. 
26. Ashtons hair or Calums arms?
- hard to choose, pass
27. Guitar or drums?
- both
28. Piercings or tattoos?
- both. i love bad boy :]
29. Have 5sos ever taught you something? If yes, what?
- don't ever give up to reach your dreams.
30. Thoughts on Bryana?
- idk :/
31. Would you rather have a) one of them as your lover b) be their best friend?
- hufft, if I choose a I'll be with one of them, if I choose b I'll be with them. Idk, b I think. Cuz if I'm their bestfriend I can make one of them fall in love with me :/
32. Would you join the band if they asked you to?
- no. I'm sucks at singing and I can't play any instruments.
33. Would you join them on tour?
- HELL YEA!
34. Favorite fetus ship?
- Muke
35. Calums tattoos or Luke piercing?
-both
36. Bryana or Aleisha?
- Bryana. i hate Aleisha, idk why
37. What bromance ship do you want to be real?
- none
38. Have you ever read fanfiction?
- YUP, EVERY DAY.
39. Have you ever written fanfiction?
- YES
40. Favorite quote?
- Luke : “find something that makes you happy and don't let anyone take it away from you :-)”
- Mikey : “real bands save fans, real fans save bands”
- Cal : “Believe in yourself”
- Ash : “there's a reason that you are here ☺️x”
41. Favorite tweet?
-
42. If you could have lessons from one band member on their instrument who would it be and why?
- Luke Hemmings, no reason
43. Have you ever stayed up long for them?
- if reading their fanfiction until 3 am count, then yes I've stayed up long for them
44. Have you ever missed an important meeting for them?
- not yet
45. Who was your first favorite in the band?
- Lukeyy
46. Since when do you know that your sunshine is your sunshine?
- in the middle of the year of 2014
47. One thing you have in common with Luke?
- we both are clumsy 
48. One thing you have in common with Michael?
- none :/
49. One thing you have in common with Ashton?
- out favorite food is spaghetti
50. One thing you have in common with Calum?
- we both love drink tea
51. Would you want to be their groupie?
- idk
52. Whose style do you like the best?
- Luke
53. Which mom would you want as your mother-in-law?
- Liz
54. Do you ever dress like them?
- yeah, once. I dressed up like Mikeyy :D
55. How many pictures/ gifs do you have on your laptop/phone?
- 3000+
56. Did you make friends because of them?
- YUP
57. Have you ever cried because of them?
- yea:/, I cried because I love them so much.
58. What do you think their next album should be called?
- we're punk rock, idk :D
59. What's your favorite picture of Ashton?
-

60. Whats your favorite picture of Luke?
-

61. Whats your favorite picture of Michael?

62. Whats your favorite picture of Calum?
-

63. Whats your favorite picture of 4/4?

62. Whats your favorite fetus picture?
-
-

63. Do you think they would date a hardcore fan?
- yup
64. What would you do if their tour bus broke down in front of your house?
- tell them to take a rest in my house, call a car mechanic.

Yup that's it.

See you next time munchkins!









Selasa, 30 Juni 2015

My only spirit.

Hey guys.

So, my life has been a hell lately. I've been cutting, I've been crying myself to sleep. I don't know when this will be over. I just can't handle this anymore. 

Minggu, 03 Mei 2015

Last Friday was fun!

Last friday was my 16th birthday, dan patrice undang temen-temen patrice buat nonton, dan yang pastinya patrice traktir, patrice undang 11 orang, 5 cowo dan 7 cewe. Kita akhirnya milih nonton Avengers : Age of Ultron and we booked 1 deret bangku, dari ujung ke ujung. So, filmnya itu tadinya kita mau pilih yang jam 15.00 tapi ternyata kita bakalan kepisah-pisah dan itu pasti nggak seru, terus kita pilih jam 16.30 tapi ternyata sama ajah, dan ya udah yang bisa 12 orang bareng itu jam 17.45 dan saat itu masih jam 13.23 ya udah buat nungguin kita main timezone deh, main apa ajah yang penting kita nggak bosen sekalian nungguin yang lain yang belom pada dateng juga, abis itu pas semuanya udah pada ngumpul we decided to eat lunch, dan yang cewe sama yang cowo misah, yang cewe awalnya mau makan di food temptation dan yang cowo entah kemana. Abis makan itu kita selesai jam 17.02 dan memilih buat naik ke theater, tapi milih buat ke toilet dulu. Terus kita masuk ke theater tapi nungguin anak cowo, soalnya kita nggak tau mereka dimana dan susah dihubungin. Karena udah kelamaan akhirnya kita milih masuk, pas kita masuk tiba-tiba ada yang bilang "cewe, godain kita dong" dan yang cowo-cowo udah pada di dalem duduk, kan ngeselin-_-. Kita duduk dan nonton deh. Abis nonton kita ngumpul dulu soalnya mau foto dan nungguin yang ke toilet. Dan selama kita nungguin ada ajah kejadian yang bikin lucu, dan ada 1 cowo yang jatoh dari kursi, jadi kepalanya di bawah kakinya diatas, dan kita karena saking berisiknya ditegor sama satpam deh. Setelah itu kita foto bareng terus pulang, tapi patrice mampir dulu ke tempat penjualan dvd, mau beli album 1D wkwk. Terus ke sharetea terus pulang. Pokoknya seru banget. I had so much fun last friday!

(From left to right : Dita, Eve, Ruth, Sarah, JJ, Tasia, Patrice, Pascal, Paulus, Willy, Vendi, Angga)

From left to right : Sarah, Tasia, JJ, Patrice, Dita










Kamis, 23 April 2015

Update update updateee

So, yeah WKWK

Akhir-akhir ini sih nggak ada yang special yah. Biasa ajah WKWK. Tapi pengen ngepost ajah. Patrice mau cerita deh, 1 minggu yang lalu patrice presentasi wirausaha bareng temen-temen patrice, terus patrice edit nama patrice di Microsoft PowerPointnya jadi "Patricia Hemmings" terus patrice bilang "eh, Hemmingsnya jangan diapus yah" eh beneran nggak diapus sampe maju presentasi. Abis itu, patrice malukan, patrice tutupin. Tapi percuma, itukan proyektor wkwk. Btw, baru keinget minggu-minggu ini juga minggu terburuk buat patrice. Why? Belom lama jadi directioner, orang pertama yang bikin patrice directioner itu Zayn Malik, setelah patrice pulang dari konser 1D, denger berita Zayn keluar 1D langsung down banget, sedih banget, dan patrice nggak buka applikasi kayak Vine, Twitter, Insta sesering kayak biasanya, patrice menghindari foto Zayn, berita tentang Zayn, semua yang berhubungan sama Zayn. Sedih banget patrice, jujur yah, patrice nangis wkwk, mata langsung bengkak banget, dari jam 1 sampe rumah denger kabar langsung nangis, dan baru bisa berenti jam 3, bangun jam 12-an, keinget Zayn keluar dari 1D nangis lagi, pokoknya patrice nangisin Zayn lebih lama daripada patrice nangisin doi wkwk.

Udah yah sampe sini dulu wkwk






Minggu, 15 Maret 2015

50 questions tag

My Yup

1. Full name : Patricia
2. Zodiac sign : Taurus
3. 3 fears : someone I love die, lizard, and thunder
4. 3 things I love : my phone, my dresses, my perfume 
5. My best friend : I don't know yet, cause they're come and go
6. Last song I listened to : 5SOS - as close as strangers
7. 4 turns ons : cowo romantis, cowo wangi, cowo protective, cowo manis (have dimples)
8. 4 turn offs : cowo bau, cowo dekil, cowo sok cool, cowo omongnya doang yg gede.
9. What color underwear I'm wearing right now : I won't tell it, it's private
10. How many tattoos / piercings I have : none
11. The reason why I joined blog : I want to share a lot of things that happened in my life
12. How I feel right now : I don't know
13. Something I really, really want : New clothes
14. My current relationship status : single and I'm happy
15. Meaning behind my URL : -
16. My favorite movie(s) : the fault in our stars, this is us
17. My favorite song(s) : Over Again, life of the party, never be alone, a little too much, amnesia, beside you, wherever you are, as close as strangers, try hard, 18, long way home, fool's gold, once in a lifetime, girl almighty, where do broken hearts go
18. My favorite band(s) : 5 Seconds of Summer, One Direction
19. 3 things that upset me : broken promises, nggak jadi pergi, dihianati
20. 3 things that make me happy : tiket konser, semua barang tentang 5sos dan 1D, new clothes
21. What I find attractive in other people : smile
22. Someone I miss : HIM
23. Someone I love : my parents, my family, 1D, 5SOS, my good friends and him
24. My relationship with my parents: good
25. My favorite holiday : Christmas 
26. My closest blogger friend : -
27. Someone from Instagram that I'd date : LUKE HEMMINGS
28. A Confession : -
29. 5 things that annoy me easily : teriak gak jelas, ngomong nggak bisa di rem, sok gaya (cowo), ngunyah ada suaranya, nafas ada suaranya
30. My favorite animal(s) : tiger cub, puppy, kitten, penguin, baby elephant, koala
31. My pets : -
32. One thing I've lied about : "I'm fine"
33. Something that's currently worrying me : mom's health
34. An embrassing moment : I told my crush that I liked him face to face. 
35. Where I attend school : Penabur
36. Something that constantly on my mind : Luke
37. 3 habits I have : abis makan selalu poop, always say "I miss Luke", Suka meluk orang
38. My future goals : have a body like a Victoria Secret's angels, have a dream house by the cliff/beach, travel the world with my family and someone that I love, have a decent works, have a lot of money.
39. Something I fantasies about : my future life
40. My favorite store(s) : forever 21, pull and bear, H&M
41. My favorite food(s) : beef teriyaki, soup, pizza, chicken, noodles, spaghetti, mashed potato 
42. What I did yesterday : sleep through the day
43. Something I'm talented at : i don't know
44. My idea of perfect date : go to amusement park or theme park, picnic at the park, a romantic dinner
45. My celebrity crush(es) : LUCAS ROBERT HEMMINGS, HARRY EDWARD STYLES
46. A photo of my self : scroll down
47. My favorite instagram(s) : @luke_is_a_penguin 
48. Number of kids I want : 2 or maybe 3. 
49. Do I smoke or drink : nope
50. 1 word to describe yourself: UNIQUE 






Sabtu, 28 Februari 2015

Diet Progress 1

Hey

Udah 1 minggu full patrice nggak makan malem + nggak makan hal-hal yang berbau coklat. Patrice makan sehari sekali doang, terus sebisa mungkin nggak ngemil, terus patrice work out 2 hari sekali, abis itu patrice nggak minum-minuman yang manis, patrice perbanuak minum air putih. Terus patrice timbang yang tadinya 45 5 hari yang lalu turun jadi 43 terus kemaren pas timbang berat patrice turun jadi 41.5, berat badan patrice itu gampang banget turun dan gampang banget naik. So yeah, patrice harus bener-bener jaga pola makan kalo nggak mau gendut. Tapi menurut gw sih lu pada jangan ikutin cara gw soalnya cara gw nggak sehat WKWK.