@the5sosquestion

Hey munchkins

So, I'm bored. I saw these questions on Twitter then I decided to answer all of the questions here.

1. Who's your sunshine?

- Luke Robert Hemmings

2. Who out of the boys would you want as your best friend?

- Calum

3. Fave 5sos song?

- I have more than 1 fave 5sos song, but the most fave song is wherever you are.

4. Least favorite song?

- end up here, maybe

5. Favorite ship?

- CaKe

6. Fave hair color on Michael?

- blue

7. What hair color should Michael have next?

- yellow :-)

8. Favorite music video?

- Amnesia

9. With who would you want to go camping with?

- Ashton

10. Who would you want as a brother?

- Ashton

11. Who do you want them to colab with?

- One Direction 

12. How much merch do you have? (5sos)

- 6

13. Have you ever seen them live?

- Not yet

14. Have you ever met them?

- not yet

15. Kiss, marry, fuck, bestfriend out of 5sos?

- Luke

16. When did you join the fandom?

- September 2014

17. First song you heard? 

- SLSP

18. First Video you watched?

- SLSP

19. Favorite momory of the boys?

- their reaction when they won Aria award

20. Do you think you'll still like them in 5 years?

- yea

21. If one of them would quit the band, who do you think it would be?

- no one

22. Best boyfriend?

- well, Ashton, no, Luke, no, Michael, no, it's Calum. Oh well, I think they're all the  best boyfriend.

23. Best father?

- Ash

24. One Direction or All Time Low?

- 1D, I haven't heard All Time Low's songs

25. Would you rather a) never see them again b) never listen to them/ hear them again?

- Neither of them. 

26. Ashtons hair or Calums arms?

- hard to choose, pass

27. Guitar or drums?

- both

28. Piercings or tattoos?

- both. i love bad boy :]

29. Have 5sos ever taught you something? If yes, what?

- don't ever give up to reach your dreams.

30. Thoughts on Bryana?

- idk :/

31. Would you rather have a) one of them as your lover b) be their best friend?

- hufft, if I choose a I'll be with one of them, if I choose b I'll be with them. Idk, b I think. Cuz if I'm their bestfriend I can make one of them fall in love with me :/

32. Would you join the band if they asked you to?

- no. I'm sucks at singing and I can't play any instruments.

33. Would you join them on tour?

- HELL YEA!

34. Favorite fetus ship?

- Muke

35. Calums tattoos or Luke piercing?

-both

36. Bryana or Aleisha?

- Bryana. i hate Aleisha, idk why

37. What bromance ship do you want to be real?

- none

38. Have you ever read fanfiction?

- YUP, EVERY DAY.

39. Have you ever written fanfiction?

- YES

40. Favorite quote?

- Luke : “find something that makes you happy and don't let anyone take it away from you :-)”

- Mikey : “real bands save fans, real fans save bands”

- Cal : “Believe in yourself”

- Ash : “there's a reason that you are here ☺️x”

41. Favorite tweet?

-

42. If you could have lessons from one band member on their instrument who would it be and why?

- Luke Hemmings, no reason

43. Have you ever stayed up long for them?

- if reading their fanfiction until 3 am count, then yes I've stayed up long for them

44. Have you ever missed an important meeting for them?

- not yet

45. Who was your first favorite in the band?

- Lukeyy

46. Since when do you know that your sunshine is your sunshine?

- in the middle of the year of 2014

47. One thing you have in common with Luke?

- we both are clumsy 

48. One thing you have in common with Michael?

- none :/

49. One thing you have in common with Ashton?

- out favorite food is spaghetti

50. One thing you have in common with Calum?

- we both love drink tea

51. Would you want to be their groupie?

- idk

52. Whose style do you like the best?

- Luke

53. Which mom would you want as your mother-in-law?

- Liz

54. Do you ever dress like them?

- yeah, once. I dressed up like Mikeyy :D

55. How many pictures/ gifs do you have on your laptop/phone?

- 3000+

56. Did you make friends because of them?

- YUP

57. Have you ever cried because of them?

- yea:/, I cried because I love them so much.

58. What do you think their next album should be called?

- we're punk rock, idk :D

59. What's your favorite picture of Ashton?

-

60. Whats your favorite picture of Luke?

-

61. Whats your favorite picture of Michael?

62. Whats your favorite picture of Calum?

-

63. Whats your favorite picture of 4/4?

- 

62. Whats your favorite fetus picture?

-

-

63. Do you think they would date a hardcore fan?

- yup

64. What would you do if their tour bus broke down in front of your house?

- tell them to take a rest in my house, call a car mechanic.

Yup that's it.

See you next time munchkins!

My only spirit.

Hey guys.

So, my life has been a hell lately. I've been cutting, I've been crying myself to sleep. I don't know when this will be over. I just can't handle this anymore. 

Last Friday was fun!

Last friday was my 16th birthday, dan patrice undang temen-temen patrice buat nonton, dan yang pastinya patrice traktir, patrice undang 11 orang, 5 cowo dan 7 cewe. Kita akhirnya milih nonton Avengers : Age of Ultron and we booked 1 deret bangku, dari ujung ke ujung. So, filmnya itu tadinya kita mau pilih yang jam 15.00 tapi ternyata kita bakalan kepisah-pisah dan itu pasti nggak seru, terus kita pilih jam 16.30 tapi ternyata sama ajah, dan ya udah yang bisa 12 orang bareng itu jam 17.45 dan saat itu masih jam 13.23 ya udah buat nungguin kita main timezone deh, main apa ajah yang penting kita nggak bosen sekalian nungguin yang lain yang belom pada dateng juga, abis itu pas semuanya udah pada ngumpul we decided to eat lunch, dan yang cewe sama yang cowo misah, yang cewe awalnya mau makan di food temptation dan yang cowo entah kemana. Abis makan itu kita selesai jam 17.02 dan memilih buat naik ke theater, tapi milih buat ke toilet dulu. Terus kita masuk ke theater tapi nungguin anak cowo, soalnya kita nggak tau mereka dimana dan susah dihubungin. Karena udah kelamaan akhirnya kita milih masuk, pas kita masuk tiba-tiba ada yang bilang "cewe, godain kita dong" dan yang cowo-cowo udah pada di dalem duduk, kan ngeselin-_-. Kita duduk dan nonton deh. Abis nonton kita ngumpul dulu soalnya mau foto dan nungguin yang ke toilet. Dan selama kita nungguin ada ajah kejadian yang bikin lucu, dan ada 1 cowo yang jatoh dari kursi, jadi kepalanya di bawah kakinya diatas, dan kita karena saking berisiknya ditegor sama satpam deh. Setelah itu kita foto bareng terus pulang, tapi patrice mampir dulu ke tempat penjualan dvd, mau beli album 1D wkwk. Terus ke sharetea terus pulang. Pokoknya seru banget. I had so much fun last friday!

(From left to right : Dita, Eve, Ruth, Sarah, JJ, Tasia, Patrice, Pascal, Paulus, Willy, Vendi, Angga)

From left to right : Sarah, Tasia, JJ, Patrice, Dita

Update update updateee

So, yeah WKWK

Akhir-akhir ini sih nggak ada yang special yah. Biasa ajah WKWK. Tapi pengen ngepost ajah. Patrice mau cerita deh, 1 minggu yang lalu patrice presentasi wirausaha bareng temen-temen patrice, terus patrice edit nama patrice di Microsoft PowerPointnya jadi "Patricia Hemmings" terus patrice bilang "eh, Hemmingsnya jangan diapus yah" eh beneran nggak diapus sampe maju presentasi. Abis itu, patrice malukan, patrice tutupin. Tapi percuma, itukan proyektor wkwk. Btw, baru keinget minggu-minggu ini juga minggu terburuk buat patrice. Why? Belom lama jadi directioner, orang pertama yang bikin patrice directioner itu Zayn Malik, setelah patrice pulang dari konser 1D, denger berita Zayn keluar 1D langsung down banget, sedih banget, dan patrice nggak buka applikasi kayak Vine, Twitter, Insta sesering kayak biasanya, patrice menghindari foto Zayn, berita tentang Zayn, semua yang berhubungan sama Zayn. Sedih banget patrice, jujur yah, patrice nangis wkwk, mata langsung bengkak banget, dari jam 1 sampe rumah denger kabar langsung nangis, dan baru bisa berenti jam 3, bangun jam 12-an, keinget Zayn keluar dari 1D nangis lagi, pokoknya patrice nangisin Zayn lebih lama daripada patrice nangisin doi wkwk.

Udah yah sampe sini dulu wkwk

50 questions tag

My Yup

1. Full name : Patricia

2. Zodiac sign : Taurus

3. 3 fears : someone I love die, lizard, and thunder

4. 3 things I love : my phone, my dresses, my perfume 

5. My best friend : I don't know yet, cause they're come and go

6. Last song I listened to : 5SOS - as close as strangers

7. 4 turns ons : cowo romantis, cowo wangi, cowo protective, cowo manis (have dimples)

8. 4 turn offs : cowo bau, cowo dekil, cowo sok cool, cowo omongnya doang yg gede.

9. What color underwear I'm wearing right now : I won't tell it, it's private

10. How many tattoos / piercings I have : none

11. The reason why I joined blog : I want to share a lot of things that happened in my life

12. How I feel right now : I don't know

13. Something I really, really want : New clothes

14. My current relationship status : single and I'm happy

15. Meaning behind my URL : -

16. My favorite movie(s) : the fault in our stars, this is us

17. My favorite song(s) : Over Again, life of the party, never be alone, a little too much, amnesia, beside you, wherever you are, as close as strangers, try hard, 18, long way home, fool's gold, once in a lifetime, girl almighty, where do broken hearts go

18. My favorite band(s) : 5 Seconds of Summer, One Direction

19. 3 things that upset me : broken promises, nggak jadi pergi, dihianati

20. 3 things that make me happy : tiket konser, semua barang tentang 5sos dan 1D, new clothes

21. What I find attractive in other people : smile

22. Someone I miss : HIM

23. Someone I love : my parents, my family, 1D, 5SOS, my good friends and him

24. My relationship with my parents: good

25. My favorite holiday : Christmas 

26. My closest blogger friend : -

27. Someone from Instagram that I'd date : LUKE HEMMINGS

28. A Confession : -

29. 5 things that annoy me easily : teriak gak jelas, ngomong nggak bisa di rem, sok gaya (cowo), ngunyah ada suaranya, nafas ada suaranya

30. My favorite animal(s) : tiger cub, puppy, kitten, penguin, baby elephant, koala

31. My pets : -

32. One thing I've lied about : "I'm fine"

33. Something that's currently worrying me : mom's health

34. An embrassing moment : I told my crush that I liked him face to face. 

35. Where I attend school : Penabur

36. Something that constantly on my mind : Luke

37. 3 habits I have : abis makan selalu poop, always say "I miss Luke", Suka meluk orang

38. My future goals : have a body like a Victoria Secret's angels, have a dream house by the cliff/beach, travel the world with my family and someone that I love, have a decent works, have a lot of money.

39. Something I fantasies about : my future life

40. My favorite store(s) : forever 21, pull and bear, H&M

41. My favorite food(s) : beef teriyaki, soup, pizza, chicken, noodles, spaghetti, mashed potato 

42. What I did yesterday : sleep through the day

43. Something I'm talented at : i don't know

44. My idea of perfect date : go to amusement park or theme park, picnic at the park, a romantic dinner

45. My celebrity crush(es) : LUCAS ROBERT HEMMINGS, HARRY EDWARD STYLES

46. A photo of my self : scroll down

47. My favorite instagram(s) : @luke_is_a_penguin 

48. Number of kids I want : 2 or maybe 3. 

49. Do I smoke or drink : nope

50. 1 word to describe yourself: UNIQUE 

Diet Progress 1

Hey

Udah 1 minggu full patrice nggak makan malem + nggak makan hal-hal yang berbau coklat. Patrice makan sehari sekali doang, terus sebisa mungkin nggak ngemil, terus patrice work out 2 hari sekali, abis itu patrice nggak minum-minuman yang manis, patrice perbanuak minum air putih. Terus patrice timbang yang tadinya 45 5 hari yang lalu turun jadi 43 terus kemaren pas timbang berat patrice turun jadi 41.5, berat badan patrice itu gampang banget turun dan gampang banget naik. So yeah, patrice harus bener-bener jaga pola makan kalo nggak mau gendut. Tapi menurut gw sih lu pada jangan ikutin cara gw soalnya cara gw nggak sehat WKWK. 

Diet progress

Hey.

Jadi, patrice ngerasa kalo patrice akhir-akhir SMA ini gendut. Tinggi patrice 150 berat 44. Dan udah 9 orang lebih bilang patrice gendut. Jadi sekarang tekad patrice hari sabtu mulai diet, bukan besok jumat tgl 20 feb 2015 karena besok patrice masih nyari angpao wkwk.

Patrice udah liat tips-tipsnya dan udah liat workoutnya kayak gimana. Jadi yah gitu wkwk. Patrice bakalan liat perkembangannya selama 2 minggu sekali, apakah berhasil atau nggak. So, wish me luck! Love you!

Eccedentesiast

Eccedentesiast

noun

"A person who fake a smile"

"Someone who hides behind a smile, when all they want to do is hide and/or die"

Semua orang selalu bilang, "tice, lu anaknya happy yah, senyum terus, ketawa." It's all wrong. Mereka nggak tau kalo sebenernya patrice itu berantakan didalam, insecure, nggak PD, sedih, banyak masalah, banyak pikiran. Patrice memang selalu terlihat "fine" diluar tapi didalam? Patrice ancur. Patrice selalu berusaha senyum, ceria didepan orang-orang, patrice selalu berusaha kuat, orang yang deket sama patrice pasti capek sama patrice, kenapa? Patrice nangis karena alasan tersendiri, nggak lama patrice bakalan bahagia lagi seakan-akan patrice ngga pernah nangis di hari itu. Mereka pasti capek nanyain "lu nangis kenapa? Ada masalah apa?" Karena patrice nggak bakalan jawab pertanyaan itu, patrice nggak mau ajah mereka tau masalah patrice, apa yang patrice rasain selama ini. 

Terkadang patrice selalu mikir "kalo semua orang benci sama patrice, kenapa patrice harus disini?" Patrice selalu mau pergi, tapi ada alasan yang buat patrice bertahan: masa depan, orang tua, orang yang sayang sama patrice, orang yang patrice sayang, idola patrice. Tapi terkadang orang-orang yang patrice sayang nggak pernah anggap keberadaan patrice, cuekin patrice, jutekin patrice, sampe-sampe patrice ngerasa sendirian, kesepian. Patrice selalu ngerasa capek sama semuanya, patrice pengen hidup tanpa beban, tanpa masalah, tapi patrice sadar kalau hidup itu rintangan, disetiap kita melangkah pasti ada kerikil-kerikil yang menghambat kita untuk maju. Disaat itu patrice mau berhenti tapi patrice selalu kepikiran kedepannya. Ada orang bilang "jangan biarkan 1 masalah menghambat kamu untuk meraih masa depan kamu, jadikan masalah itu sebagai rintangan yang harus kamu hadapi agar kamu tetap maju. Jangan lari dari hak dan kewajiban kamu. Kamu udah jauh dari garis start, jangan menyia-nyiakan perjuangan itu" dia bener, tapi seandainya mereka, kalian semua ngerasain apa yang patrice rasain sekarang. Apa kalian mau maju atau pasrah?:)